That's how I feel... like a train wreck waiting to happen. I'm a mess, a huge mess. My hormones are nuts. Can I just tell you, I hate bcps. I hate the normal dose, and I doubly hate the double dose. I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown. Seriously, if this doesn't stop soon, I will lose it. I can't be a parent, at least not the one I want to be. I miss my baby boy, but don't have the energy to take care of him. I have been getting help with family, and I appreciate it so much, but I want to do it myself. I have a major hormone migraine and will take something for it before bed. I am really struggling. And I hate it. I want to be strong, pulled together, with it, but I'm not, not right now. I don't know what to do or how to feel.
I'm just a wreck
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i love you, i'm so sorry. i hope you're better. i haven't talked to you much this week, and then just read this. love you
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