I'm done.
I am so pissed! And tired, so very tired. My hormones are yet again a wreck! I was having a pretty good day today, I mean I had my moments, but for the most part things were going good. We had a cook out at my brother's house, and I was having a really good time. We swam; I jumped on the trampoline like I hadn't done since I was in gymnastics, a fun time was had by all. Then something happened, and I started feeling incredibly down and depressed, and as if I could burst into tears. Then I went to the restroom to discover I was having breakthrough bleeding AGAIN... after only 1 of the new (actually old, lower dose) pills! I was angry, very ticked off! I wanted to throw my hands up and scream. I feel done, but I can't be done. I don't know what to do. I'm thinking lupron. I am calling my local gyn Monday to see if I can talk to him about my options. I really wasn't wanting to do lupron just yet, but unless I can get something else figured out, I may go ahead with it. I really don't know what to do. I know I want to feel good, and feel happy.
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